torn in the flesh

fucking dip shit apparently my elder brother which is 4 yrs older than me uses his ass to think.
he is a fucking thorn in a flesh
he doesn`t know how irritating he gets
i had enough of him
anyone got vacant room for me to rent or better still to put me up?
no wonder his gf ditch him
girls out there his name is desmond chow and he is worst than a swine
girl dun trust him or whatever he is a pervert too!!!

When it's cold, i think of you and things feel like old times
And the laughs we had warm me inside
my mind is at ease
when thinking of you and me

Had a fight on our last go round
No idea my world would come right down
With nothing left to hold
It crazy to know, you'd still be there

And I want you to know, I'll be here till my hair falls out
and shining when the lights burn out
I know it's been while but I can't help smile
When you turn my world upside down
Yes, I know it's been years since we've talked on the phone this long
And didn't say who was wrong
Let's try to make this right
I need some of you in my life

Take some time to reflect on the day that our friendship was set aside
By the words that got mixed up in my mind
A simple flaw is enough to destroy us all
I admit I was wrong, but dragging this out too long
Was enough for me to write this song
And say I'm sorry for all the things I've done.

And I want you to know, I'll be here till my hair falls out
and shining when the lights burn out
I know it's been while but I can't help smile
When you turn my world upside down
Yes, I know it's been years since we've talked on the phone this long
And didn't say who was wrong
Let's try to make this right
I need some of you in my life

When the lights burn out. . .

Broken heart and torn up letters.


sorry peoples not really in the mood to update,
hell loads to do,
packing of stuffs,
i wish to have a room of my own,
really tired with life,
how i wish i could pause it all right here,
love isn`t on my side,
lazy days.

sorry ppls i`ll update soon i promise.
F.Y.I i`ve got hell loads of photos to upload.
my lappie crashed!!!
there goes all my pretty pics,
those memories!!!

anyway tc guys thanks for the birthday wishes,
i`d like to thanks my friends for coming over the little bbq.
and the other bunch for the bdae party,
thanks alot.


with loves,
Chicken joe