Kiss+Ass=Goodbye

Trallala feeling much better now.
Frankly i`ve been trough worst than this.
I wanna thanks everyone for their support,
espically that little secret agent of mine.
I miss u, cuzzie and that little rascal alot.
we`ll meet soon.(secretly ha!)
As days goes by, memories is washed away in the rain.
The sky cry for me.
I won`t try i`ll just follow the flow.
If its fated we shall meet again,
i don`t hate u,
i can`t get angry,
i`m just too nice to people.
I love my fellow friends,
Sholy,Dirah,Nat,Hanis,Faiz(not really sometimes),that OAC bunch and my little agent not forgetting that darling Ifah.
I realise too to love someone with brains not to love someone blindly.

I`m sorry school and bedroom i`ve been neglecting u guys i`ll be back.



HAPPINES COMES WITHIN YOU ITS ALL IN YOUR MIND.

I read minds

Well u got another guy,
what can i do,
just wait till u get it uh.
U would rather trust someone then me,
i bet u hate me so much now
and
that explains the lost of trust.
all i can do is jus wait till
u know u`ve been in the wrong road.

This message may be called a road sign of warning. Some may look at a sign that reads—THE BRIDGE IS OUT, and say, "Oh, someone is just trying to scare us into taking another road; let’s go on the same way." They go on and plunge to their death. The sign was not meant to scare people, but to warn them of impending danger. The sign was put there, because someone cared and didn’t want others to perish.

how ironic but true.
human nature is like this.
so much i wanna say but,
its kinda useless to say it now.
i still love u for who u`re
i hate u for ur guts and attitude.
Take care when i`m not around.
Not all guys out there are good.
i don`t bother to explain anymore.
i`ll just say that i never cheat on u.
up to u to believe.
when a heart breaks it doesn`t breaks evenly and
when u love someone wholeheartedly,
don`t expect that fellow to love u back the same.
everything will be alright one day.

p.s. If u`re still here reading all this,
means that u still care,
u can write a thousand lies about me.
i won`t blame u, u`re still young.
but don`t lie to urself.

sillyness,speechless

Farah,
maybe now whatever i tell u, u won`t believe me also.
idk what to do with u. why did u get up set over someone else, i already told u
at the end of the day just come back to me.
i swear upon my life that i only love u, and dirah is just a friend
i was already close to her before that and when we go out its always not just the both of us there is always many friends around i just need u to believe me this once.
why would i even to bother if u don`t mean anything to me, if u don`t like it just tell me.
idk i really really put myself into this relationship.
u just don`t see it. if i was having someone behind u think i care to explain?
u`re plain stubborn and silly.
have a little faith in me at least.
listening to what i gotta say won`t kill rite.

Farah believe it or not
u`re the only one i care for
i`m tired saying so much stuffs to u
i just need u to believe me
it might be a little hard cause of what happened
take the risk give it a shot
u won`t know what will happen
i do love u its more than that 3 words
i`m sorry being an asshole
i din know my random stuff could hurt u so much
its just me how i talk?
don`t be angry
i`ll buy u lots of flower and loads of chocolates
i`m not gonna kill myself although i`m a little emo
being able to take care of u is something that keeps me alive
i`m sorry
i`d love you forever if u allowed
being angry give wrinkles
i`ll walk from jurong to woodlands if that is able to make u forgive me
u stole my heart away,
i can`t live without u
maybe i can but i`d drive me crazy
i jus wanna see u turn back and run to me
i wanna hold ur hands and tell u how much i love u.
lastly i`m silly
and u gotta teach me

t.a.p.i. i love u

Popsicle

Here is someone that i really love alot and i mean alot.
She is my happy pill,she somehow irritates me.
Somehow i felt close to her in a special way.
Our relation start off jus like that as plain strangers.
When i first saw her, i was just a little bit shy like usual.
Soon after we clicked very well.
And guess what i bought her to wherever i go to.
Even if majority is my friends.
And even if i didn`t spent much time with her alone.
Infact there wasn`t really much of dating but more of going out together and get to know each other friends.
I did many things i never did before?
Buying flowers for girls?-she was the first.
Going to her house in the morning from Bedok to Woodlands?She is the first.
Getting Chocolates,Apple juices,Sandwich for breakfast was something new.
Getting my piercings out even my mom couldn`t?-She managed to.(i gave in btw)
Crazily sneaking into Malaysia without my parents knowing and stayed for 4days?
Overnight at ECP cycling like a bull supposedly to ton but fell asleep?
Having someone sister sticking to me like a chewing gum.
Staying over at her house with almost all her relatives?
Getting bitten?-It hurts more than anything u can imagine.
Having a girl to treat me to food and all.
Meeting all her friends in cheer which i felt so awkward at first.
She being angry and me doing the dumbest stuff jus to see her smile?
Wearing someone`s shorts so tight that almost suffocate my little bro?
There wouldn`t be enough space if i were to type everything out.
She is as cheeky as a monkey,
with teeth like vampire,
as clumsy as a hippo,
irritating like a cow.
leaving me with fun and laughter , peace and joy
weird and funky memories but kinda fun in someways.

Farah,


In just such a short time i believe u have not fully trust me, i`m thankful that i had a chance to develop a relationship with u and time spent with u was one of those happiest day although its a mus to be merajok with me every time u see me, u might be angry with me sometimes and i`m sorry about silly little unhappiness that happened.I know u`ve been pretty jealous about those friends i have out there but u`re the only one i felt comfortable with. I may not be as sweet as some others out there but do remember there is only one 'me'. I never gave in so much to people and i tried to be as sweet as i can be and use up all my tricks in making u laugh And its up to u whether to trust me or not.I won`t force you just follow your heart to wherever u think u would be happy.




I`ve never regretted knowing u.


T.a.p.i. I Love You




In a healthy relation couple that face a problem together is the strongest, because man and women are from different planets and do not always share the same views and so partners should not always expect to get the reaction they have in mind and staying as one instead of quarreling would allow both partners to understand or be able to see or feel what the opposite are feeling and thus it`ll bond their relationship more stronger.